Things change, all the time. A few minutes after i wrote my last post, my life took yet another turn. I dunno if this one has added any texture to the fabric, seems like i was chasing a gossamer dream - again.
Again, i wonder if am the only surviving hopeful. If am too old school to expect things to move slow, for them to not be purrrfect at the word go? Talking to an old new-found friend helped. Just voicing thoughts, wondering out loud to someone who proally has a few similar questions to ask. Unfortunately we dint come up with any foolproof answers. But then there really aren't any.
Relationships are complicated, or do we make them so? Are we afraid of simplicity because it shows others who we truly are? Are smokescreens really the best way to go?
Time flies by, every moment passing only once. Does that make it irrelevant or truly precious? How do we decide in three months that a lifetime together will not work out?
I think I should just stop thinking. The rustle of leaves outside is perfectly calming.
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